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christy’s story

^ Christy before |
It is hard for me to write down how I used to feel. My mind
doesn't even want to go there because it is done and over with.
But for the sake of the record, and of this story possibly inspiring
others, I write it here.
I grew up eating a fairly typical American diet. I remember
my mum limiting sweet cereals as a kid, and I always had an
apple in my lunch bag (thanks Mom!).
I think pretty early on I developed an addiction to sugar,
however. I regularly craved ice cream and sweets, and in my
teen years I plunged into the not-so-wonderful world of fast
food on a regular basis. Up until the 6th grade I remember
looking and feeling pretty good, but after that my health
seemed to get progressively worse. I ranged between being
15-20lbs overweight all through high school, and I developed
severe acne, which lasted for over 16 years. I went on antibiotics
and ended up spending four solid years on tetracycline and
minocycline. It didn't work, but the doctor kept saying to
just stay on it a little longer. I now know it actually caused
a lot of other problems like candida and poor digestion, and
in the long run, it actually made my acne worse.
I spent a lot of hours worrying about my skin, and trying
every treatment and product I could get my hands on. I never
saw any real lasting improvement, however. My frustration
with the condition only grew. In a way, (and I know other
acne-sufferers often feel the same way), it was the biggest
motivation for me to get healthy. After seeing my acne get
worse after so many dermatologists, pills and products, I
knew I had to find the answer for myself.
Around age 23, I started thinking, “I've had enough!
What is going on?!!" It was becoming harder and harder
to be the person I wanted so desperately to be: me. Though
I hated myself, I knew somewhere inside was the person I was
meant to be. I felt as if there was a heavy cloud over my
head and a black veil separating me from the world. I looked
awful, and I felt awful. My skin was blotchy, my hair was
falling out, and my eyes were lifeless and bloodshot. One
of my friends suggested that I might have food allergies.
Here was a new idea! I had had a reaction to breast milk as
a baby, perhaps I had been eating foods all my life that I
was sensitive or allergic to.
So I promptly cut out some of the typical allergens: wheat,
corn, and dairy. I limited my diet to rice, soy, meats and
fruit with a few veggies here and there. I felt instantly
better. I continued on the diet for over a year, but after
a few months, I started to feel bad again. I visited a regular
medical doctor, who promptly prescribed sleeping pills, antidepressants,
antinausea pills, antibiotics and Accutane. I just couldn't
do it. My intuition was sending red flags up all over the
place. I knew from experience these medications only masked
the symptoms, so I didn't take anything, and I struggled on.
I thought it must be more allergies so I cut out more things.
But, I must confess, I held on to sugar. Sugar was still huge
in my life.
I felt somehow that food was the answer and doctors weren't
treating it with the importance I felt it deserved. I remembered
a poster in my grade school gym of a big carrot and apple
dancing together and words above it: “You are what you
eat". Still, it didn't click. I slowly cut out most red
meat, chicken, too; and I had cut out eggs and cheese because
they made me sick a long time ago.
Around then, my sister had candida, and after reading about
it, I scored off the charts on candida tests. I hoped that
I’d discover the 'key' to what was wrong with me. Sugar
had to go. I stayed on the candida diet a while, had an improvement
in my overall health, but I couldn't seem to get rid of all
the problems.
I began trying all kinds of therapies: Chinese medicine,
colon and liver cleanses that came in a box, a cupboard full
of supplements and miracle cures. I had a series of colonics,
which helped, and I found out about the benefits of juicing
and fasting. I learned a lot and did improve some. Each thing
I learned was a step in the right direction.
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^ Christy now |
Around January of 2003 I hit rock bottom. I was weepy, cranky
and dependent. My feelings were based on what others thought
of me (or what I thought they thought!), and inside I was
screaming that I hated myself, and no wonder everyone else
hated me too. These thoughts and feelings seem so silly to
me now, but they were all too real then. Then the fog seemed
to lift a bit, long enough for me to see that I really was
valuable, a priceless creation, and very much worth investing
in. I decided then and there that I would change my life and
get healthy once and for all, and though I had said that a
score of times before, I had had enough of pain and just couldn't
live with it any longer.
I came across a cookbook called Raw: The UnCook Book by
Juliano. I sat down right there in the aisle of the shop and
leafed through the beautiful vibrant pictures. I couldn't
believe a raw fruit and veggie diet could look so good. I
wanted to buy it but I put it back. I kept thinking about
it though. I told others it seemed so right; it really clicked
in my mind. I spent hours and hours online researching it,
and went to the library and checked out Juliano's ‘uncook’
book. That week I tried two days of all raw, and had fruit
for the first time in a month (the candida diet didn't allow
it but, oh, it was wonderful!). I felt better. I actually
felt good, which was so amazing.
Then March 8, 2003 I went 100% all raw foods: fruits, nuts,
seeds and veggies; and I haven't turned back since. I had
one week of candida symptoms but stuck with it and have had
few symptoms since (after months of trying to get rid of it
before).
Fatigue and depression disappeared within weeks, my skin
began to glow with health and my acne improved, I lost 25
pounds, mental cloudiness, headaches, nausea, insomnia, aches
and pains, cystitis, negative emotions — all of it gone
or vastly improved. I have taken up dance again, and I actually
do it on a regular basis with joy and energy. It used to be
a chore, and I had to make myself exercise, but it is so much
easier now. My future is brighter than I ever thought it could
be! I could go on for hours about the benefits of eating natural
foods; it paves the way for so many good things to come into
your life. I now know that if you don't have health, you don't
have anything.
I work with acne sufferers all the time. I am a technician
in an office that does skin treatments (with lasers, but we
also do facials and skin care products). I’ve worked
there three years now, and my acne did improve some, but it
did not improve significantly (and lastingly) until several
months on the raw diet. Not to mention my skin now glows as
it never has before. And even if I get a spot now it heals
so much faster. I used to have such a hard time treating my
acne clients before, as I hadn't found the answer yet for
myself. Now Karen's
book is one of the first things I mention. And as a results
of my acne improving the natural way, they are asking me to
possibly start giving nutritional advice to clients. It's
amazing they should ask me to do that, because the first year
I worked there the doctor handed me a prescription for antibiotics
practically every week. I think he thought I was crazy for
refusing it then, but now he seems very interested in the
raw diet.
So don't accept average or poor health another minute! You
can make changes right now! Keep smiling, because you are
on your way!
Christy McCallum, USA
Christy's story is featured in Clear
Skin, by Karen Jessett.
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